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the moon never runs opposite to the sun.

it was a beautiful day today. its the type of crisp late fall weather that makes you want to throw on a fat sweater and potentially a vest and take a nice walk. my sleeves filled with fresh cold air as i took my hands out my pockets. my breath slightly condensed as i walked up on the hill. the sun hit the sky at the perfect angle to give the horizon that zelda totk construct colorway, the nicest orange to blue fade ive seen in a while.


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as i looked further around the sky i noticed the moon. a nice half circle. it was the first time ive really noticed the sun and moon arent always on opposite ends of eachother. night and days are natural opposites, i get that. the sun is what gives us night and day, the moon only reflects the light from the sun, it produces no light of its own. but i could see both at the same time, it was cool.

as i wrote down "the moon simply never runs opposite to the sun" in my notes app (my thoughts are fleeting these days, if i dont note down what i think, ill forget it by the time it comes to recall it), i couldnt help but sort of apply that thinking to other parts of life. whatever, maybe i am overthinking things, but its cool sometimes to have semi intensive thinking motivated directly from natural phenomena.

instead of regarding the life as being either in a binary state of going good (day) or going bad (night), we can acknowledge that there will always be periods of overlap of varying degrees between our moons and suns. just because a bit of moon is out does not mean the sky turns dark. in the same thinking, just because some things are going wrong in our lives does not mean we need to be completely flipped upside down. we can all recognize the things that suck but we dont need to be consumed by them! we dont have to hold onto all this crap thats killing us! enjoy the sun

anyways. a small afterword: i have subscribed to bearblog. i want to learn how to customize some more things on the blog and not have to pull images from pinterest when i need them. anyways. i have really liked blogging. its cathartic and i get to write whatever. i dont think i want to set myself to some theme. its sort of like a public diary where i can just throw whatever delusions i think up while im out and about. good night.