love.
needless to say, love is a heavy topic for me. i've always either loved terribly or loved to little, each time leading to chips and cracks in my heart. im tired of love, it hasent done me good. i've stressed, ive cried, ive broken down over things i never thought i would have. my mind play tricks sometimes, turning a seemingly normal person in my life into someone i loathe for. love is like i a blindfold i put onto myself to let myself be mistreated. i project the love i should send towards myself out into the world, to be dissapated.