deleting social media, or atleast trying too. also life update
i, like many others online, want to say that i have a good relationship with social media. atleast for me, im not horribly mad about my relationship with it, but i still find myself spending too much time. i've been noticing that when i have nothing better to do, ill check discord, or instagram, or twitter.
despite deleting pratically all my followers, privating my accounts, temporarily deactivating my account leaving discord servers, i still find myself instinctvely reaching for my phone when bored, just to scroll or see if ive received a new message. its not a very good habit but its also been tough to break
its like an abusive ex, even thought i know that shit is not good for me, i still find myself going back to it. i will try to do better i think, i think i seriously need to find something to do. reading is fun but reading can only satisfy me for so long.
even with work, im excited to be interning again this fall, cause atleast ill have something to do :p and keeping me occupied. ill be taking 3 courses too. its going to be a turbulent fall, but alas we are almost done with school
i want to get into dancing again. like go to classes and shit. i think ill start it in the fall just to see how it is. im a bit anxious about going alone but i think it'll be something interesting to do.